By Me...Frogman...
Date: 23 July 1997

Death at the carnaval.

Here i sit at the carnival
Alone as usual
I see my friends
walking with ones they love
and here i sit on the curb
alone and thinking of you
The carnival has turned to hell
as i slowly die inside
I think of you always
but know you love
someone else
I wish that you could understand
How strongly I feel about you
But with work between us
we rarely ever speak
I need to get you out of my mind
Try to eliviate the pain
I ride the ferris wheel to see the site
I stop at the top and begin to cry
You  see after meeting you
the carnival means nothing to me
Only the experience of being with you
Can solve this pain.
Please see how i feel
And tell me your decision.
I love you always
with or without you
It doesnt matter to me
your always on my mind
and all i can ask is
Please?

(Dedicated to my new love.  I wish that only i could say this to you...)