By Charlene Nelson futuresuperstar@hotmail.com
Date: 17 December 1997

why????

                       I told you all my secrets
                       But still fed you all my lies
                       Still you go on believing me
                       Blind to my disguise
                       I don't want you to know me
                       Yet you think you could
                       What is it that you see inside
                       That I don't think you should
                       I think you should hate me
                       After all I did to you
                       But you still say you love me
                       What am I supposed to do
                       I don't want to lose you
                       But keep you I don't know
                       My mind is so distorted
                       And thoughts just go to show
                       Nothing enters my head
                       The way I'd like it to
                       And nothing that I say is real
                       Except that I love you