By mark u (purexcape@hotmail.com)
Date: 2 April 1998

The Confused Girl

The confused girl stares at me
she doesn't know who she is
or who she wants to be
she has not learned 
how it feels to smile
wanting to find
happiness in her life

she sits in the closet
wanting to come out
but she wants to be in
feeling so fat
when she really is thin
she think she's ugly
she says it all the time
we think she's beauty
we tell her all the time

The confused girl stands next to me
she looks towards the ground
the floor she sees
she likes when her hair 
covers her eyes
she wants to know 
what to do with her life

she lays so dead 
under the sky
she sleeps in the day
cause it feels like the night
she takes off her rings
and looks at her hands
wonderin if she will ever
need this man

The confused girl opens the door
she doesn't know who she is anymore
it's been so long since
she's been outside
she runs to her car 
for a place to hide
she wonders what to do 
with her ever changing life
cause she knows she can't
keep herself inside