By just me
Date: 7 July 1999

it isnt easy

wishing that you still cared but knowing its over 
is going to take me awhile to get used to.
you have always been there for me, now 
feeling I'm a pest to you, is going to
take sometime geting used to,I thank you 
for being easy on me,slowly letting me down
and baby I feel you letting me down,
sure hope there is a pillow under me as I fall
you have become so impersonal,mines well talk to
a wall,no more sharing or caring,is there someone
new in your life,are you thinking of her,as you 
let me fall ? do you mind me asking you,is there
 someone new! do I need to step a side,is this my clue
to just leave you alone,it takes some getting used to.
because I loved so long now,letting you go is just so hard 
for me,