By dQ
Date: 27 July 1999

Not much sleep

Built up, swirling,
 gut wrenching with desire
my hopes stretching
 crippled by the pain of want
Knots pulled tight
 Reality, images, flashbacks, dreams all converging
Anticipation, imagination and desire
 Can life live up to these?

STOP (relax)

That is not me in my natural state,
 Running all amuck at Insanity's Gate.
But I feel I have been handed the Grail,
 I want you to know that I don't want to fail.

What I'm trying to say...trying desperately to make clear...
 is that there is Anticipation, Imagination, Desire (and fear).