By Peter Wong
Date: 18 November 1999

A week in lake of Bay

I have stopped falling in love 
Until there was a trip to Lake of Bay 
Everyone was so happy but me
Every cigarette I light
Did not burn my sadness away
Couldn’t look in your eyes
Couldn’t stare at you for any longer moment
If you would look into my eyes, you will know that I love you 
Although I was asleep, I could still hear you coughing
I wanted to cover you up with my blanket
Just to make you warm
By doing that I am already feel warm
I am so sad that I could cry
So many words and things I want to say
So afraid that you will know
It somehow will blow our friendship away
The lake view in the morning, the taste of the coffee, the smoke from my cigarette
Help me thinking of you through the depressing song I listened to
The more I love you, the more I am depressed inside
Feeling that I will lose you
Feeling that I am not qualified for you
No matter who you choose, my heart will only be with you
I pray to god so I can sleep well at night, but I meant to god to let me by your side
I am so sad: I had to cry
And always carry the question 'Why?' 
You said I was so quiet
I hope my heart has lips and tongue
So I can speak directly to your heart
The warmest words that you’ve ever heard
Although these are only words
But if I have a chance to follow my words
Then they will worth more than gold
By the time you read this poem, I guess you’ve already found someone
I guess it still alright for me
You will now understand. The later you receive this poem. The deeper love I have in you

"I am dedicated this words to the girl I felt in love with at the cottage. 
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Please help me send this link around. Many Many thanks."