By Elizabeth Rogers....starryeyed4ever123@yahoo.com
Date: 31 May 1999

Loving You Was Never Easy

Loving you was never easy....
And it is no different now that you are gone.
When we were together I thought I was happy,
But now that I look back on "us" that is far from the truth.
I was miserable most of the time.
You played with my emotions'
And toyed with my heart.
Eventhough I have realized this.....
I am still in love with you.
I am not a stupid person but I feel so stupid now.
You have won.
You have moved on while I am still stuck here loving you.
How I wish I could give up on you like
You so easily gave up on me.
It was so simple for you....
Just walk away and never look back.
But I can't seem to do that.
Everytime I try I always wnd up coming back.
I hate this feeling I get when I think about you;
This feeling of emptiness,
A hollowness of my soul that aches
With everyday you move farther away.
This void that you created when you left
Will always be here
Until you realize that you still love me too.