By sarah dragonfleyes@msn.com
Date: 16 October 1999

heres your truth

so you wanted truth 
the hardcore truth
that doesn't hit you until you can't breath
anymore, what the hell is this truth thing
is he walking down my street?
does he stick out his thumb
and hitchhike his way across america
or does he decided to sleep in my 
bed and then leave when dawn
shows her first fingertips
this truth, that we constantly
search for, when the only truth
we know the only one that is evident
to all of us, that is inalienable from its
realitive honesty.....is the fact
that none of us truly know what
we are doing, we are stumbling 
and the only time we catch ourselves 
in when we decide to let ourselves go
into this abandon, that is life
maybe its the realization that 
LOVE SUCKS
maybe its the realization that the life
you planned in your head
when you were wearing pigtails and 
sipping on koolaid is nothing that
you thought it was gonna be 
and before you know it, you drop out of 
college, you get a few tattoos and you 
start living with what you got
but that truth thing there is no way you 
can truly face him, its like god, if you did
you would be blinded, and then you 
really wouldn't know where to go 
would you.......