By Nikki
Date: 11 May 2000

Almost Wishes

I almost wish I had AOL.
That way when I look at
that damn screen
I wouldn't be so disappointed 
when there's no mail from you.

I almost wish I had caller ID.
That way when the phone rings
I wouldn't jump up and twist
an ankle or bang a knee, all
just to hang up on a bill collector.

I almost wish I didn't have a heart.
That way you wouldn't
be able to hurt me with
a look, a word.

I almost wish...
     but then, the wishes always run out,
          don't they.

5/11/00  nl