By Joel
Date: 13 April 2000

For Kristi Lee

So........You don't believe
And you don't want to see me
And you don't want to talk to me
And you don't want me to even look at you
And though my eyes are shameless
I won't look at you

Well it all began just out-of-the-blue
And at first I didn't have much concern
For I knew that there was nothing
For me to be concerned about

Yes I thought this Rumor would pass over
And everything would go back to normal
But it did not
No
It got bigger and bigger and
There was nothing I could do about it

So now I sit here, alone
Asking why this happened and
why it happened to me
But I still do not understand

But I'm going to do my best
To get you back
You burrowed into me, into my heart
Where you have stayed for so long
And I will not let
You pull yourself out
I am holding on now
Because you are a part of me
You have left your mark too permanently
On my picture, my puzzle of my past

So I see the only way
Is too make you believe me
So I will because I love you
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