By Ali...windy357@aol.com
Date: 17 October 2000

I Followed What I Felt

I was confused
I was out of sorts
I didn't know what I was doing
I wasn't sure
I wasn't enlightened
I followed what I felt
And it took me to where I am
Which, perhaps, is no place at all
And the eyes that people have
Differ from the ones I possess
For I see no wrong, no right
Perhaps, I should
And don't think I don't know
How everybody looks at me
I know you all condemn me, now
For being...what I am
And what am I?
Be I devil?
Be I whore?
Be I sinner?
Can you really judge me?
Are you without fault?
Perhaps, if you climbed down off that pedastool
Then maybe you could see things
Through me
Close your eyes
And listen to the meaning
See the reason
Yes, there are reasons
Reasons that are, perhaps, beyond reason
Love
Does that make a difference?
Would that change your narrow mind?
Have you really forgotten
How to understand me?
Am I really that terrible?
Am I really that far gone to you?
Damn it to hell
I have nothing left to offer you
There is nothing more to say
Except what I have always said
Sometimes we fall in love with the wrong people
For all of the right reasons
I was confused
I was out of sorts
I didn't know what I was doing
I wasn't sure
I wasn't enlightened
I followed what I felt

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