By deevaa
Date: 19 October 2000
he is all yours now....
so anyways, I did it.
I told him.
Suggested we go back to his house for coffee,
and today for the first time,
coffee meant coffee.
So, I sat on the sofa
with him pressed back between my legs
and knotted his hair up onto the top of his head
and rubbed his shoulders,
(like we'd done so many times before)
sliding my hands along his back, just teasing at the hair line
(oh god, that long hair moving across my breasts, my thighs..... how it felt as it teased my senses, oh god... yes.)
and we were sitting like that,
and I told him.
Said that from now on
lunch would be lunch
and coffee would be coffee
and he turned, and looked me in the eye
asked if that meant we are 'just friends'
and I nodded, slowly... but sure of my choice.
Knowing, that decisions had to be made,
but that this was the only one that was truly mine to make.
And I guess I am hoping, that what goes around comes around
and someday my attitude, for wanting to do what is right, what is best
will come back to me.
Someday I'll be the one who benefits -- I'm sure.
So now -- he doesn't have to make a choice -- pick between us.
Now, you can decide without factoring me into the equation.
So now -- you won't need to worry about smushing my toes --
and now, I'm hoping what goes around comes around
kinda soon.
and as we stood up, I pulled him into a hug
and we shared one last kiss goodbye,
and I whispered against his lips,
"last one baby..."
and he whispered back.
"for now."
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