By sarah iristakeroot@juno.com
Date: 23 October 2000
prelude to sadness: real life
i'm going by jef's next weekend.
yeah???
can you take me to the bus stop?
yeah
thank you
i wish you liked me.
i do sarah
not really.
I just wish I did cause I want you to be happy
thats not fair.
I know
and that makes it even more unfair.
I didnt mean it that way
i don't want to argue, i jus want to know why
why what??
why i'm a friend, a good friend, a sometimes lover, a sometmes companion, a sometimes soul mate, but never an always or a mine.
I really dont know...it just doesnt feel right
im starting to feel that way, but i don't understand our friendship then, id on't undestand why we have the comfort we do
it confuses me as well...maybe we are just meant to be really good friends??
part of me think so, but the other part doesn't, it doesn't make sense.
I know...I feel the same way
theres too much there for it to be jsut friendship, yet almost not enough?
exactly
then why do i love you?
and why do I love you???
why don't we know bradley? i mean, are we meant to be in some other life time but theres to much in this life thats been done to us to keep us from it?
I don't know
think we will ever know?
i don't know
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