By JOSIE MORRIS
Date: 5 October 2000
TO WADE
TO WADE
GOD DAMN IT, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?
SHE'S MY LITTLE GIRL, MY STAR THE ONE THAT HAS LIT MY WORLD UP
SINCE APRIL 26 TH OF 1999.
SHE'S THE ONE THAT WALKS AROUND AND SAYS "MOM" WHEN SHE NEEDS SOMETHING
AND NOW SHE WALKS AROUND SAYING IT BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE I'M AT OR WHERE I'VE GONE TO.
I CRY, GOD DO I CRY SO HARD ALL DAY, WHEN I'M CLEANING, WHEN I'M TAKING A
SHOWER, AND ESPECIALLY WHEN I LAY DOWN AT NIGHT WITH HER PICTURES HANGING ALL
OVER MY WALLS. WADE, I TOOK THOSE PICTURES DOWN, FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN I
CAN'T BARE TO THINK OF WHAT I'M MISSING OUT ON IN HER LIFE.
PLEASE GO INTO THE ARMY SO I CAN HAVE MY WORLD BACK.
I HAVE A NAME FOR THIS WORLD AND I CALL IT MADISON CLARE MORRIS.
SHE WILL SEE YOU STILL BUT RIGHT NOW SHE NEEDS HER MOMMY AND I NEED HER
MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY. I WOULD GIVE, TAKE, OR LEAVE FOR THIS.
ANYTHING.. JESUS PLEASE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO.
IF YOU READ THIS IT'S NOT A PLEA BARGAIN, I JUST NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND
ME FOR ONCE. IF YOU COULD DO ANYTHING RIGHT IN YOUR LIFE, THAN THIS WOULD
BE IT. I LOVE YOU MADISON ----- LOVE MOMMY
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