By CHANTAE G
Date: 16 December 2000

SOMETIMES


                                SOMETIMES

SOMETIMES I SIT ALONE HOLDING YOUR PICTURE,
RUBBING YOUR FACE AS IF I COULD FEEL YOUR SKIN.

SOMETIMES BEFORE I GO TO BED I THINK OF YOU AN PRAY TO GOD ABOUT YOU,
HOPEING SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY HE'S LISTING.

SOMETIMES I HURT SO MUCH INSIDE I CAN'T STOP CRYING,
AN I'M NOT SURE IF THE TEARS ARE FROM THE FEAR OF NEVER HOLDING YOU AGAIN,
OR NOT KNOWING IF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.

SOMETIMES I CATCH MY-SELF SMILING EVEN LAUGHING AT MEMORIES I SEE
BEHIND MY EYES,
WANTING THEM TO SOME HOW GO AWAY,
YET STAY WITHOUT THE PAIN.

SOMETIMES I FIND MY-SELF SO ANGERY AN MAD AT US BOTH,
FOR LETTING THINGS END UP THIS WAY,
AN FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING WHY LOVE WASN'T
STRONG ENOUGH TO HOLD US TOGETHER.

SOMETIMES I WONDER ABOUT YOU THROUGH OUT THE DAY,
WONDERING IF YOUR ALRIGHT,
HOPEING THAT YOUR HAPPY.

SOMETIMES I WISH I KNEW IF YOU WERE THIKNKING OF ME,
WIHING YOU WOULD PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL AND SAY YOU NEED ME.

BUT THEN I THINK SOMETIMES......
              THINGS JUST DONT WORK OUT,
              THAT PEOPLE CHANGE AN FEELINGS CHANGE AN PEOPLE MOVE ON.
AND EVEN THOUGH I'M NO LONGER APART OF YOUR LIFE,
BUT ONLY APART OF YOUR PAST,
YOUR STILL ON MY MIND ......
                            SOMETIMES.

                   I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU JOE.
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