By me aka Niki
Date: 23 December 2000
Do you know?
Do you know what is feels like, to never have him call
Do you know what it feels like, To be lied to in your face
Do you know what is feels like to be cheated on
DO you know what it feels like to be kissed and touched and later when you call him, he doesn't pick up his phone or hangs up in your ear
Do you know what is feels like to be called a 'bitch' by someone you love
Do you know what is feels like to be ignored in public by him
Do you know what is feels like when he tells you,after his shower of kisses,to keep it a secret and you just know that somethings wrong
Do you know what is feels like to be yelled at and get into a big fight with someone you truly care for
Do you know what it feels like when you just don't feel loved
Do you know what it feels like sitting alone in your room and crying for hours and hours untill you can't anymore and just fall asleep
Do you know what it feels like to be used
Do you know what it feels like to only have broken promises, shredded love letters and lies in you memory box
Do you know what it feels like to be dumped and you just can't breath and feel so empty and that pain is so sharp that you just become numb
Do you know what is feels like when he doesn't look you in the eyes when you talk serious with him
Do you know what is feels like to hear your a fool for even caring
Do you know what it feels like to be left for someone else just when you think that's it's going to work this time because a few nights before he was with you and wisperd sweet things in your ear and promised everything
I do...
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