By me aka Niki Fullmoonlover69@yahoo.com
Date: 11 December 2000
a final goodbye
She Said " We need to talk"
He said" What about darlin'?"
" about us"
Silence and then he sais" Yes we do"
" Please explain why I have the feeling that..."
" that what?"
" the fire is burning out"
" I don't know, uhmm Do you realy feel that way...?"
She can't face him now and stares to the ground"
" well do you, tell me"
" yes, sorry"
" Well I think that our time is over, I don't understand But I know that we talk less and that when we make love it's not the same, something has changed I don't think that I can put it in words it's just a feeling that only we feel in our hearts..."
" yeah your right, I have the feeling that your drifting away and I just can't reach you anymore"
" So what do we do about it?"
She stares at the ground again and then" I don't know maybe we should break up"
He just doesn't know what to say " do you realy feel that way? do you think it's the best, oh my god do you realy feel that way?" he's almost pleeding now
" yes, I don't know why, please forgive me but I just think, i feel.. God I still love you..... But i don't know I'm so confused.."
" well if you feel that way that way it will be" and he looks at her hard
" your saying that as if your mad at me"
" what do you want me to say, That I like it
No I can't because I love you"
" I love you too"
" So then let's make the decision to break up, if that's what you realy want.."
" it's not what I realy want I just think I just have this feeling that it's the right thing to do, Instead of going on with something that won't work out in the end and will maybe end in heartbreak and fights.."
" your right, So is this the end?"
" let's make this a great day and let's be together like old days And at the end we say our good-bye but not yet...not yet.."
" OK..."
they had a gr8 day after that and just had fun and forgot everything
At the end of the day they made love and everything was perfect
They just sat in the night holding each other and looking at the stars
Talking about memories and about secrets and just telling everything to each other
they were each others other halfs and they had 6 perfect months behind them and they loved with all their hearts
But they knew that it had all come to an end
When it was time to go home
He walked her to the car
And they just stood there in silence untill he finally said " This is it, I guess this is it.."
" dear God, how Am i going to walk away from you?"
" just step in and don't look back.."
" you go right and I go left" she wispers
" you got to be strong, your one of the most strongest people I know"
" but I just don't know if I can do this right now... I gotta try and not be scared, but I'm so scared of being without you.."
" you'll still have me as a best friend, the 'us' is over, there is nottin' we can do about that"
" your right, when we can't see each other anymore then it's all done and over because I can only say goodbye till tommorow but not goodbye it's all done I don't love you anymore.."
"oke, but now you got to be strong..go.."
they just stood there and she started crying he held her tight and they just gave kisses to each other
Then they gave their last perfect kiss and they looked deep into each others eyes and she said "I love you" and looked at him with red eyes
"I love you too, always"
" you know me the best and I can't live without you, remember me.."
"I will" tears filled his eyes as he said that
"I love you"
"I love you"
with that she turned around and walked away
He jus stood there and watched her step in the car
everybody was allready in the car and they started driving away and someone asked why he was still standing there looking at them,
with that she looked in the mirror and saw him for one last second and then they went around a corner and he was gone
she had the feeling that someone had ripped her heart out and she felt so empty all of a sudden
when she was home she just broke down and cried tears she thought she would never cry for any man anymore in her life....
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