By terry
Date: 21 December 2000

I know it is not much

there are times when I can't protect you
I realize that
and no matter what I want I am impotent
like a couple hours ago
i heard what was said
though you did not realize I was in earshot
but when he called you a worthless ***** ** *****
I heard every syllable and letter
memorized the tonal quality of his pronunciation
so later, when I ring the doorbell
and introduce myself as the man who loves you
he will understand his own message
understand exactly what he said
and why he might have erred
as I break a bone for every tear I saw you shed
I counted thirty
but since they sort of ran together
and I am a fair man
we'll call it twenty five.
and I know that is not much
it certainly won't erase the pain you felt
when you heard the words
but if you must feel his pain that way
I think it only right that he share the pain
I know it is not much
but there are 13 bones in a human hand I hear
so two hands will do it
I know it is not much
but he saw the tears himself
so he already knows every act has consequences
maybe he forgot
i know it is not much
but i will never forget

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