By Me aka Niki
Date: 30 April 2001
Tired
I'm so tired
Tired of everything
Tired of school
Tired of problems
Tired of the pain
I scream when I'm mad untill my throat hurts
And the tears don't come anymore
But I wish they would
My body is sore
My eyes are heavy
My head is turning
My soul is dying
But I can't sleep
And I'm so damn tired
I'm stuck in this awfull nightmare
The one you know isn't reality, but sometimes it's feels so real it's scary
Everything is black and white in a blur
People around me talking and laughing
Moving around and going on with their lives
I'm invisible in the middle
And I can't seem to wake up
All I say is that I don't care
And I don't, anymore
I don't care what people think
I don't care if I don't make it to anyones standards
I mean why should I?
In this life
This life without you by my side
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