By Me aka Niki
Date: 2001 May 08
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Regret

A long time ago
I had him in the palm of my hand
But I was foolish, just a kid
I thought I had the world at my feet
And my feelings weren't the same
I let him go, and broke his heart
But these days I regret, I regret letting one of the best things to come into my life slip away

I'm so confused these days
Because all of a sudden I'm seeing him in another light
And I feel so good when he's around
All safe and tingly from the inside
I'm so confused these days
Because we hold hands and hug
Last weekend I lay on his lap
While he was tickling my back and tummy
I'm so confused these days
He's the one I think of before I go to sleep
Never before have I felt this way, not even when we were together
Hey, I'm even writing about him now
I'm so confused these days
Because I know I shouldn't feel this way
I know that it can't go there
But I can't help it
I feel it in the way he holds me close
And the way he holds my hand
I can't help but wonder, What if?
I'm so confused these days
Because he has a girlfriend
And they are "happy"
I don't want to break that up
But I'm so sure he feels it to and is wondering

A long time ago
I had him in the palm of my hand
But I was foolish, just a kid
I thought I had the world at my feet
And my feelings weren't the same
I let him go, and broke his heart
But these days I regret, I regret letting one of the best things to come into my life slip away