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By Elaina Submitted by blue sky to your clouds Date: 2001 May 13 Comment on this Work [[2001.05.13.16.13.26811]] |
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She stumbles through routine. She finds sanction in you. But you hurt her more than tears can repair. She's so afraid to loose you, she just with stands all the heartache and constant chaos. Never knowing what you'll say tomorrow, she stays, and if it stings she'll put a band-aide over it and wait until it heals to discuss the wound. She's scared to ask herself what she's doing here, afraid she'll have no answer, so she grins. and bears it. As long as you stay, she'll cast aside all intuition and pretend her consciences doesn't exist. She wonders how someone with such poisonous words can have such sweet kisses. How can you contradict yourself over and over. Because she'll remain after the confusion has settled and she no longer loves you? She knows what she'll do after all is said and done, but right now she's drowning in an endless sea of questions and assumptions. She knows what she must do, but I'm scared. |