By Me aka Niki
Date: 2001 Jun 13
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[[2001.06.13.23.08.16728]]

I remember

 I remember your birthday
 I remember how much we wanted each other that night
How we agreed to go outside, you first then me
I went to get some water, waited for your mother to leave
and slowly I walked towards you
Siting there smoking your cigarette
 I remember that I was fully black and you wore a green shirt and beige jeans
 I remember the washing room we went in and I remember the smell of the cleaner
 I remember that we walked me home and I told you to call you said you would
 I remember that you didn't, I waited by the phone for days
 I remember ignoring you when I saw you at the beach sunday
 I remember giving up after a while because I needed you so much, but you gave me the cold shoulder
 I remember my gut, telling me the truth, but I didn't listen
 I remember monday when you told me nothing more could happen
 I remember your words so cleary, they still echo thru my mind
 I remember how I couldn't just stand up and walk away; I kept trying
 I remember it all
 I remember finally going home 
 I remember being scared, feeling pain, tears and cries
 I remember the depression after that
 I remember that I couldn't stay away and even if I tried as soon as you came back I let you in
Because you see 
 I remember I couldn't breath without; you were my air
 If I remember cleary, you still are...