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By Haley Submitted by shameless Date: 2001 Jun 27 Comment on this Work [[2001.06.27.14.14.20258]] |
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He loves me, he loves me not. I love him. I love him not. It's the same stupid story over and over agaian, except for I can never win. If I say I love you does it mean I love you forever, or do I have to take it back? I feel love, but it's too much to bear so I share it with others so I'm not tied down. All of this confusion, worry, heartache and wondering only leaves you alone in the end. So, I fight it and I hide it and I keep my "options" open, just in case I get swept off my feet. Too many feelings for too many people, although I care for each of them, I still feel I'm alone. I don't know who to choose, but I can't choose because I cannot be tied down. The moment that I stop looking for "love" it finds me, but who should I love? No matter what I do I lose, so I guess I'm saying fuck it all. |