By Ali
Date: 2001 Jul 05
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Your Choice, Your Decision

I stare off into the distance, fighting with myself
Struggling to keep quiet, to not say so many things
Things that shouldn't be said from me, to you
I want to ask you, but I can't speak
I want to tell you, but the words won't come
And so this battle between silence and truth continues...
But, you know it all, without a word spoken
You see that I want to hold you, without having to let go
That I want to kiss you in the rain,underneath a lovers' sky
I yearn to hold you, through the night, until dawn
Then to kiss your face,as you shake the sleep from your eyes
I realize that you see that, written plainly on my face
Though, I try, try, try to not be so obvious
To not be so painfully starry-eyed and wanting
But, it's all just foolishness, and it's just for show
For I know in my heart that I cannot hide from you
As they say, I am an open book...
But, I am ashamed of nothing, what I feel is what I feel
And, yes, I know that I feel more than I should
It's more than I should say and yet...how can I not?
I hear you speak of choices, that are yours alone
I know it's your choice, and your decision
But, do not speak to me of chains, for those I do not offer
I offer nothing more and nothing less than love...my love
And that is me, being sincere and honest
I'm done hiding what cannot be hidden