By Stevr
Date: 2001 Jul 08
Comment on this Work
[[2001.07.08.19.46.25383]]

EXPLORING


this cut was the worst by far
deep and lacerating
it took me off guard,
but that was my perdition,
my omission,as you will.
I had grown comfortable at your side
thinking that I was the one... the only one.
I was a fool ... such a fool
I listened to your words
as they opiated me
I danced and reveled in your arms,
my eyes were blinded by my transmigrating love  
a love you didn't comprehend.
but that's not your fault,
for I didn't either..I just know it was there,
consuming my very being,
numbing my mind.
damn my ignorance !!!
so now when you question my suspiciousness,
it's occurrences like these, that have molded me
into the wretched, bitter man I occasionally am.
in closing my sweet love,
please understand when I say
that these words are not threats
nor are they spoken in anger
they are here only in sagacious content
so take them at that value.
often when one goes out exploring
they lose what they have already discovered