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By Elaina Submitted by blue sky to your clouds Date: 2001 Jul 13 Comment on this Work [[2001.07.13.02.27.21761]] |
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I've never expected you to love me. I never thought I'd have to re-assure myself of that. I laugh at how I can look back and think how I slipped in a caution zone, and now I can't get up. All the words I ramble never seem enough this is why I'm writing. My 'ATTEMPT' at a final goodbye. You have this way about you that for some unknown reason is so intriguing. The funny part is I can't find it. I say I hate you. (You know I don't). I hate nothing about you except your incapacity to love me. But what does love prove anyhow. It's just a word, just a label. I know you can see through that lie, and know it's just an excuse to say it doesn't matter. Out of all the things I've said, I know you've tried to forget, but hear me now, and you never have to listen again. I love you. For all that you've taught me and for all that you feel. And I'm sorry for all the shit I've put you through. I'm so sorry for loving you. |