By shayan73
Date: 2001 Aug 05
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State of Being

Confusion wraps my brain
Being with you twist my world around
Being without you brings sorrow and pain.

If I were smart I would let you go.
If I were not afraid I would ask you to stay.
I am a glutton for punishment, yet I bring it on myself

I give you the control, so I don't have to take blame.
If the wrong decission is made, then I feel sorry for myself.

I cannot wish for you to be something that I mold you into with thoughts.
I cannot hope that you will be the person I want you to be.
You are the person already that you are going to be without the help of me.
When will I learn that only I am responsible for my happiness, and you are yours.