By Me aka Niki
Date: 2001 Aug 13
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The first time I spoke to him
Untill 2 in the morning we clicked immediatly
Not knowing who he was
Not knowing what he looked like
I met him in person a few months after
He looked twice when he saw me..He expected someone else
We spoke on the phone for two weeks after that, every day
I fell in love with his caracter, he had depth and feelings and for some reasons I trusted him and I could really talk to him
I had a huge crush on him
Then we kissed, it was bliss
After that we lost contact, he cut it off
I guess he had his reasons, we shocked the world when he kissed
when i think back..
For a few months now I speak to him daily again
we trust each other, we talk about everything for hours daily untill 6 in the morning
I love him now as a friend
The crush I always had is gone
I'm happy for him whenever he has a new girl
But sometimes I do wonder what could be
and I want him to hold me instead of someone else..