By Mirabeau
Submitted by Mirabeau
Date: 2001 Aug 22
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Ten Thousand Miles

...ten thousand miles, away my love, I'm going away, but I'm coming back, if I go ten thousand miles...a folk song.

Oh that song will bring me tears
wrapped in a scarlett ribbon,
scented with you,
lavender and bitter sweet regret.
Hard to not long for
the memories of us,
talking
laughing for hours,
and falling easily into each other
when love was an undercurrent
to every blessed word.

I should not weep
for the might-have-beens,
should not rage
that this moment,
closer than you have been in a lifetime,
there is distance between us yet.
But my heart was meant to hold you,
and my arms are heavy
from waiting so long outstretched
for one who never took
the last step to fill them.

Is it enough for you
that I am a pretty spirit,
a blythe ghost to whisper to your dreams?
After all that we have been,
you wonder at this stubborn pride of mine,
this petty caprice---
say that I know that you love me.
All true.
But I am queen of nothing
so long as you are a life away,
and ten miles
or ten thousand makes little difference
when you long for one touch
from the soul that claimed you.