By Zero #1
Date: 2001 Aug 22
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[[2001.08.22.15.39.23958]]

The Chasm

Sometimes in my heart,
I see a growing place,
where seperation meets reuniting,
and whenever I see it grow,
..I also grow weary
seeing how things change and how things differ
from one day to the next
..seeing how you look at me from one day to the next
..when you tell me how it all gets so old
..and when you start commenting on how forgetful I am
..and I see no bridge forms over that seperation gap
just a chasm, filled with doubt, filled with anger,
we both can see it
..I don't mean to be this way
..I don't raise my voice and scream at you...
..I don't put you down for who you are
..yes we fight but I always sit and listen to why you feel the way that you do
..I try to apologize for the way that I am,,all my faults, all my bad things,,,
  and then all at the very end, I hear your voice saying things that I've said in the past, mocking me, making fun of what I said, indirectly calling me a hippocrit...and it hurts,
..I don't do that to you
..I am in love with you
..I am forever in love with you
..and I need you to be there for me
..and I want to be there for you
..I want to cry on your shoulder,
..I want you to cry on mine
.....like the way I cry now, when I see how far apart that gap has gotten to be........