By Du'Doll
Date: 2001 Sep 04
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Loving You

At times I feel weak
So weak that my mind begins to forget
It forgets all the lessons of the past
The things I've learned fade into insecurity
Making me unsure of everything that I know

At times I hate you
You are the one that changed me
You made me soft
Now I can't go back
Back to the cold self that I was before
You taught me how to love and how to be loved
Now I am vaunerable
Now you can hurt me

At times you are my world
Without you my life is only one shade of gray
I would give everything I have
To lay next to you once again
To feel your body pressed against me
To feel your lips all over me

At times I feel nothing
Followed only by confussion
I never knew so many emotions
Not until you made me a woman
Because of you I feel everything
I feel love
I feel fear, passion, hate
Because of you I feel confused, hurt
And sometimes I feel so alone
But I guess that is the price I pay
The price of loving you