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By Crystal Date: 2001 Oct 02 Comment on this Work [[2001.10.02.17.34.23644]] |
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10 phone calls today that last maybe, 3 minutes each, I am asking questions, all the hard ones, that you will not answer. "Why?" "How could you do this to me?" "Why did you lie?" "What were you thinking?" and made many statements of the pain... "You told me I made you happy!" "You said you would never do this again to me!" "I trusted you!" "You said you Loved me more than food!" "...and now you say, you just don't know what you want right now?" before you know it you lash out to him " I HATE YOU" A few hours later you stop by to pick up your things, he is sitting at his computer "surfing the net", anything to keep from looking at your tear stained face... and then finally he gets up, to do whatever it is he gets up to do, and you are standing in his way, with your belongings in garbage bags at your feet, feeling like real trash, You both say good-bye and that kiss... that DAMNED kiss, is filled with more passion than all of the kisses in your entire relationship... And all you want to do is just stay! |