By Du'Doll
Date: 2001 Oct 02
Comment on this Work
[[2001.10.02.23.19.22834]]

I shouldn't have

I shouldn't have looked for things
Things I didn't want to see
I shouldn't have searched for reason
Reasons that I knew would hurt
I shouldn't have asked you questions
When I didn't want to know the answers
I shouldn't have trusted other people
I knew that that they were just jealous
I shouldn't have cried so many tears
Especially over things that didn't matter
I shouldn't have expected more
When I knew that I wasn't enough myself
I shouldn't have said what I said
Knowing that the words were going to hurt you
I shouldn't have treated you the way I did
When all I wanted was to be with you
I shouldn't accuse you of so much
When down deep inside I trust you
I shouldn't have done all the things I've done
I shouldn't have said all the things I've said
I shouldn't have asked for so much
I shouldn't have given so little
I shouldn't have taken so much
All I want is to love you
All I want is to give you myself
Maybe I shouldn't tell you this..
But oh well
I just did