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By Galadrial Date: 2001 Oct 28 Comment on this Work [[2001.10.28.07.38.19191]] |
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I woke up knowing what I have to do, while part of me seethed and screamed and howled unspeakable rage, not understanding the why of what I did. But I shushed that capering demon and while I felt a flower open in me, I forgave you. But make no mistake--- this is not the chink in my armour, not a way back to my heart, this does not make you special, or lessen the time you will know in private hell, this is not about you at all. This is about me. This is about refusing to be poisoned This is about needing my energy to live, and this about knowing that hate costs more than love. So I forgive you, and that done sincerely now I am free to forget and you will not even be an occasion of regret. |