By erin
Date: 2001 Nov 15
Comment on this Work
[[2001.11.15.20.50.4275]]

not fair

you are not fair to me
you know as well as i do that we could never be together.
REALLY be together
and i want to let us try
and i want to put the past behind me
but it is
just not possible

you know this
so why do you make it so hard for me to walk away?
you...
you laugh at the consequences of us
you aren't respecting the rules

but i have to

and i want to
because i know i can't have everything

***

would i feel less lonely if i cut you out of my life?
this constant state of limbo we are in...i can't deal with it

***

i cry for us
the us that never was
and never will be