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By jackryhme Date: 2001 Nov 17 Comment on this Work [[2001.11.17.20.02.21897]] |
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would love help mitigate what we have shared, we two would love really make the difference? what can i say but im sorry i never loved her nor do to this day yes it is lust that fires my loins burns at my brain that and nothing more im afraid does this make me hollow too shallow in ways then that is also a part of me one i grant and can see i was there for the birth of my daughter was there to have and hold i was there for my wife's cancer before the operation i was the last she saw and after as she awoke i was there first of all i held her and still do in all her moods for i do love her and yet i find myself still full of fantasies grip i taught my wife english taught her that and far more taught her here she was free none have control and yet i find myself still do i know myself? yes far better then most am i blind to anything i do or see no this i don't believe yet still i find myself |