By Prize
Date: 2001 Dec 01
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I Struggle

I struggle it seems through most all that I do
Always choosing the most difficult paths
Perhaps one day I'll learn to take it easier
Not push so hard for the ideas, the ideals
The ones that fill my head with desires
Ways to fill my empty wants and needs
Happiness comes from within
I know that...try to live it...
Most of the time even successfully
Then you meet someone who possesses the gifts
Genuine, kind, intelligent and witty
As a most enjoyable bonus...a strong sensuality
But alas the pesky intrusions of poor timing
Poor planning and poor location infiltrate the dream
And you become forced to let go of things
For purposes of practicality...sensibility...
It hurts the dreamer's heart...the romantic
The optimist who thinks all can be overcome
No mountain high enough
No ocean deep enough...all foolish theories
To those who are comfortable with their aloneness
And then time passes and you realize that you too
Have acquired a little more strength from the experience
And the world didn't stop revolving
And sun still rose, the sun still set
And you made through...alone...
So perhaps there is happiness in aloneness after all
The dependency limps quietly back to its lair
Then finally you are able to remember the beauty
That never left at all...the lovely things that were felt
Which no one can ever take away
And you think of them and smile, despite it all...