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By Preciousprncss Date: 2001 Dec 08 Comment on this Work [[2001.12.08.16.44.15699]] |
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this is one of those days... it's gloomy outside, my boyfriend is at work... i cannot see him until atleast 7 or 8 tonight. my lil angel is tucked away in her crib and i am alone again... just me and my thoughts. I haven't visited the blender lately and when i did, i realized how much i had missed it and just how much of a release it is for me to write here, so thank you Kirk, thank you for this site... i get really lonely at this time during the day. my life is passing me by while i sit around here doing nothing... well minus raising my daughter. i need a life, a real life. a routine that i can do daily or atleast weekly. why is it that things in life aren't always as they should be? why am i 19 and a mother? why can i not get a descent job? why? why? why? life is not made to understand.... but one day, maybe someday it will reveal its twists and turns and the reasoning behind all of them for all of us. i feel trapped and alone........ the funny thing is... that i am not alone in feeling this way. |