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By Jon Date: 2001 Dec 15 Comment on this Work [[2001.12.15.17.25.19879]] |
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I want to say that I miss you But I don't... You know, there are days that go by I don't even think about you Not a single thought I used to spend hours daydreaming of you and nights dreaming of you I used to think about you whenever I would smile Because you were the only one capable of putting a smile there But now...I don't need you to smile.. I can't remember what you smell like anymore I have to remind myself what type of lotion you used It was never this hard to recall your scent Its getting harder and harder for me to remember your smile It was an image I would recall in my head during the day Daydreaming of you Anytime my dad would turn for the worse I'd picture your smile I'd picture you holding me in your arms Smiling at me... But now... I can't even remember if you had dimples or not And your laughter that used to sound so clear in my head Sounds more like an echo in the distance ...Slowly fading away... I want to remember the feel of your lips The taste of your tongue But instead my mind draws a blank My arms aren't aching anymore for you They used to want to hold you more than anything But now...they're fine all by themselves I want to cry for you For me, for you...for what used to be us But no tears make its way out of my eyes I want to say that I loved you But its getting harder as the days go by I know its over My mind is letting go of you And so is my body But my heart will not let you go |