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By Jennifer Sperling Submitted by Hippygreen Date: 2002 Mar 01 Comment on this Work [[2002.03.01.00.40.15138]] |
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Escaping Its sucks having to live life with something missing Sitting here thinking when life was complete.....reminiscing Now its wanting to be any place, any place but here Feeling no pain no worries nor any fear As I pull and pull off of my cigar I drift further away Holding onto the happiness that use to be in my day Escaping from reality Losing all control of my mentality Getting high to forget the bad thoughts in my mind Losing all control....... reality no where to find But this is not me This is the happy person I for long want to be Happy...... I feel with a smile on my face Sadness in me you can no longer trace Thinking no longer any bad, through my mind are only good dreams Dreams.....that will never come true it seems As I come back from my world I start to feel the loneliness Thinking of the fulfillment in my heart that I miss What did I do, where did I go wrong The misery...all I do is prolong How come my life is like this, I ask myself why As I pick up a blunt and once again I am off to get high |