By Jon
Date: 2002 Mar 01
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Wake up call

I really don't know how this happened but I'm kissing you right now.  

I'm holding you close your back is to a wall my body pressed up against yours and I'm so close that I can taste the toothpaste you used to brush your teeth this morning.  It has been such a long time, and oh god how I've missed you and now I'm standing here kissing you and I can smell you again and I almost begin to cry.  I want to tell you how I love you and please to not ever leave me again...because when I'm next to you I'm as close to Heaven as I'm ever going to get.

I really don't know how this happened or how we started to kiss in the first place.  This feels like a dream.  And I think it is.  My friends told me you were to never come back and I haven't heard from you in months and now suddenly I'm standing here kissing you and I can't remember how we got to this point.

I don't want to stop kissing you because I'm afraid when I pull away and look at your face my dream will change into something else.

So I keep kissing you.  If this is a dream I'm going to make it last as long as possible.  God knows how I've missed you.

If this is a dream please..
Whatever you do...
Don't wake me up..not yet
Let me lie a little more to myself

Oh please god if this a dream
please don't let me wake up.