By Jakarta
Date: 2002 Mar 05
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clouded waste...


purple bile this clouded waste
coating all of oozing mistake
my land, life
so as i needed
till a light of forgiving warmth
quietly intruded
burning at my clouds of disgust
destroying me slow of instants make
un-reeking this havoc of my life
causing vile of blue
in my all too grey
hating i fought a holding action
in reaction i fought not to be held
in being held i fought not to loose
in my loss i fought to regain
yet now my world is fractured
green among my silage
healthy not malign
red of rose not of blood
an i find these fractures growing
life intruding
and i find not the dull ache of my before life
of which i was complacent to remain
but tearing stabs of shearing growth
with none to share
for she who destroyed what i was
is no longer here
i cannot go back
i grow
i hurt