By Mr.Du'doll
Date: 2002 Mar 08
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what I don't feel

I'm not happy any more. I feel that I have lost my best friend in the world.
Why, cause I don't feel love anymore. not the way I use to. I love to be huged and kissed and treated special with heart warm kiss and not being bugged all the time about were you been and what you been doing and feel that I'm being followed everyday. I feel unsafe!! and very worried about where my future is being led to.  I guess I can't love, cause I don't feel It.
But I know its there.
Can I love one women?
I think so?
Yes!!! I can !!!
But How, and where do I begin.
I feel that everything I say, just doesn't mean a thing.
How do I know your going to make me happy.
I can't wait to find out. I need to let you know that I don't think your the one.
Because Everything I do seems to be wrong. And I can't get an answer from god that tells me you're the one.
love is a four letter word that mean so many things.
is there a differnce between love and in love!!! Huh!!!
I what I don't feel any more.