By Me aka Niki
Date: 2002 Mar 11
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Eyes of a Stranger

I don't know you anymore
I'm starting to doubt the extend that I knew you
Beginning to see how much you never showed me
Wondering if this is the real you
Your a Pisces,..sentimental and sensitive...that's you all right
The guy that cried in front of me telling me I was special and how much he was going to miss me
Now you tell me to never call again, that I work on your nerves, that I should get over it
And that I'm not a special person to you anymore

A long time ago you told me you didn't want to lose me as a person, as a friend ( you did by the way)
Now I feel like I've lost you in every way possible
I've lost it all, your soft tone, your patience, your presence, your kind and caring words & your emotions
And I keep searching but I can't find the love anywhere
I wonder If I'll recognize your eyes, next time I see you
Will they be eyes of an stranger?
Or if I look hard enough will I see thru this shield you have around your heart, look right in it, and see the guy I used to know that told me he "actually cared" and meant it