By Me aka niki
Date: 2002 Mar 17
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[[2002.03.17.00.02.29471]]

still the weak one

I saw him today, for the first time in a week, or was it two?
He looked the same but he had a strange bruise on his cheek
He actually said hi,
I said hi back, to be polite
We stayed far away from each other, I did that on purpose I suppose he did too
I got one change to look in his eyes
I wanted to see if they would betray him, and show me what he was really feeling, if he was at all
To see if I could recognize that familiar sparklish look
But I didn't dare to look
Because I know that the pain, that my smile is able to
disguise, will show thru my eyes
I don't want him to see,
  That I am still the weak one