By Voice...broken
Date: 2002 Mar 19
Comment on this Work
[[2002.03.19.11.09.8510]]

Not...

I am not

I am not strong enough
To handle the work I have to do

I am not smart enough
To know what I am supposed to do

I am not wise enough
To know if I should stay or leave

I am not hard enough
To make it through

I am not kind enough
To love those that hate me

I am not wise enough
To understand the past

I am not enough
To make my life worth living

I am not sad enough
To cry

I am not happy enough
To laugh

I am not angry enough
To hate

I am not weak
I am not strong
I am not dumb
I am not wise

I am not myself
I am not you
I am not everything I should be

And yet somehow
I am