By Jon
Date: 2002 Mar 27
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Maybe it's the whiskey talking...

I think it's the whiskey talking, but I swear you looked beautiful the other night.

I'm sitting here with a pen in my right hand and a glass of whiskey in the left and I'm writing away.  I really don't know what I'm trying to get at with this, but all I can think of is how beautiful you looked the other night.

Sometimes I wonder why I write.  Am I writing for you?  Or am I writing for me?  Or am I just writing just to write?  I'm guessing I write in the sense that it's sort of therapeutic.  A type of aromatheraphy if you will...hell I wasn't stock manager at Bath And Body Works during highschool for nothing...I know my stuff!  I guess writing helps me control my feelings, but then that's what the whiskey is for.

I think I should stop drinking, but you looked so beautiful the other night.  All I wanted to do was hold you.  It's as if I had just witnessed the sunrise for the very first time.  

When I looked at you the other night it's as if God went into my heart and said "Here...I owe you this."

I don't know why I'm writing.  And I don't know who or what I'm writing for...
And maybe it's just the whiskey talking..
But I love you