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By Jon Date: 2002 Mar 31 Comment on this Work [[2002.03.31.06.20.11668]] |
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It's three in the morning. I'm so tired that I'm not willing to admit that I am tired. You're sleeping on our bed, you're fast asleep and I can tell by the way you are smiling that you're already lost somewhere in dream land. I woke up around 1 am and I've been staring at you ever since. You smiled a couple of times in your sleep..that made me smile. You also frowned a few times...that made me want to jump into your dream and hold you. I've played with your hair a few million times already. It's a mess...I bet you're going to wake up wondering how it got that way. I've traced the outline of your face a few times too...still not tired of doing that. I would keep doing it but I'm afraid I'll wake you and I don't want to do that because you just look so peaceful...and beautiful. You smell so wonderful too. I thought it was some kind of perfume you wear but now I can see that you just always smell this wonderful. I don't really use the word "wonderful" but I can't really describe it. You just smell...wonderful. As beautiful as you look right now I have to tell you that you are looking really sexy right now too. I don't know if it's just the fact that I'm a guy and its 3 in the morning but you're really turning me on right now...and to imagine you're just lying there fast asleep. I almost want to wake you up and rock your world...but, I don't want to ruin this moment I'm having with you. I'm sitting here thinking about how much I love you. I want to tell you how much I love you and I've been trying to write a poem to express that but all the only line I can think of was "Thank you." I guess that's all I really need to say... I can't stop smiling...I have to pinch myself every now and then just to remind myself that I'm not dreaming and that someone like you is actually in my life. God...what the hell am I doing? Why am I still writing? I should be in bed with you. And to think... There are going to plenty of more nights just like this... |