By Jon
Date: 2002 Apr 12
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The truth...

You still have the ability to fill my heart even though we were never together and now I'm with someone else.  It's amazing how much I love you.

One minute I love you like I would love a friend.
The next minute I love you like no other.

I really don't know how to describe what it is between us but there has always been something there.  We just never took our relationship past friendship, which I think was our biggest mistake.

You know I saved the voicemail you left on my answering machine over a year ago.
I even saved the bottle of Fruit Works you drank the first day we hung out.
And I guess, in a way, I've saved a spot in my heart and in my future just for you.

I guess you can say I'm banking on the hope of one day you and I will be more than friends.

So the question arises...
If you asked me to leave her for you..
Would I?

Honestly...
I would....
I hate to admit it...
But I would...
And I hate you for that...but it's the truth.