By stardust205
Date: 2002 Apr 17
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Butterfly wings

Where were you when I realized
You had broken my butterfly wings?
When I looked at you with wide eyes and innocence?
When harsh reality set in
And I knew your sweet words were not enough

Never enough

I let your heart...break mine
But you did it with such grace and poise
I never felt your touch slip away
Or saw your smile falter
As the tears quietly fell to my feet
I never swayed from you

Until now

I thought these wings would take me far
Leading me to your embrace
So I could finally rest, to breathe your breath
And slowly take in life
With you
Home
To watch the sunsets
To wander with you and never get lost
Except in your stare

But I noticed
That now I can't fly
Never really could
That home was not in your arms
That my breath is hollow
That I never did move
But yet

I am lost

So I lay
Struggling to leave
These tears making it clear, my vision no longer clouded
It was only the capturing
Captivation
Was all that mattered



Only a moment

Until I can leave, flutter away again
Away from your gravity that pulls me in
Away from your soft eyes that haunt me
Away from
You

Lingering

Hesitant breaths escape me now
One glance back almost stops my tracks.
I pause
To listen
But I notice my heart still beats alone.
To breathe
But the cold air is all that fills me.
To look
Back to you one last time
But your eyes have left my memory.

So slowly I walk away.
I walk, not fly
Because you don't deserve
Anything more
And I can quickly turn
If you call my name